Dark Side of " A kid "

When Life Seems in too Dark......Light " A Joint "

Sound of Silence

Like the all others days,I lit up the joint

Screaming mind akin to anxious heart

Blackened my eyes, left with the lies

Within a split time, I feel high 

Like the all other days I smiled to hide

They called it malversation

But what if I …

Like to incite when the “tremble of silence“ impels !!

As always, it took me to the ride 

It helped to find a site, where I get the abiding pleasure

Padlocked all the thought, staring at the blurred sky

I lied I cried, for my own sake of getting high 

They told me it’s a crime 

But what if I …

Love to listen when the “scream of silence“  rise !!

I tried to quit, craved to hate

But when I realized it was too late

I found myself middle of nowhere, I felt it wasn’t me

And again I hooked with the grass, with a mischievous smile

So can I ride to the beguiling locus ?

They all suggest, it makes you villainous

But what if I…

Relished to feel when the “plead of silence“ cries !!

Sometimes it made me wild, somehow it made me loud 

Thou it make me moan, it’s all clearly shown

And when it’s about to over, I ate it with the fries

She said it’s malefic

But what if I …

Agog to hark when the “agony of silence“ dies  !!

Just for the bunch of shots …

I put my family in trouble ? 

Deluded my friends ?

I had ne’er divulged my love ?

But what if I….

Like to incite when the “tremble of silence“ impels !!

Love to listen when the “scream of silence“  rise !!

Relished to feel when the “plead of silence“ cries !!

Agog to hark when the “agony of silence“ dies  !!

Feel chuffed when I went through this bright side of silence ….

The sound of silence !!!

The sound of silence !!!

About a Girl

Burn in love and thou shall glow, It's love where care disguises in loathing…

She  : A beautiful lie

In those very cold days she rise like a sun 

I waited on tenterhooks, eager to burn.

Don’t know what I was afraid of 

Involved in with eyes open,

She warned me thou with her dreamy glare

But I had a wish…

Wished for a sun and made myself burned!!

Want deep inside to pass on this aeonian night 

So can I see the beatifically smile “opnieuw “

The days were good night were worse 

Wherever I gone found her alluring illusions,

She warned me thou with her “fijn” eye

But what I wanted

Wanted to learn and let it burn!!

Somehow the time has come …

We chaff we laugh, babble in midnight

Waited just to see her silvery glimpse

Every time she passes through, 

She left her frenzy waft  

She warned me thou with her dazzling smile,

But I want her to lead …

Lead to love but she made it loathe!!

Then a day we confide,

And she made me realized,

She taught me to think again,

Where were she and where was I

She warned me thou with her tempting lips,

But I had a dream

Dreamed for a greed and made it bleed!!

And now 

I’m sitting here in the dark 

Smiling at my own fate,

What was that?

A beautiful lie 

A beautiful lie!!!

Revamping of " A Dream "

My Love for You......Even if you Don’t.....

Unspoken love

What if I tell, I’m still in love with you

What  if  I  say , I still  see  you  in my dream

What could be your answer? 

O babe tell me I’m still here, waiting for you

Remembering you

Smelling you

Loving you!!

What  if  I wait  for  you  forever , Could  be  you’re  mine ?

What  if  I  die  for  you , Could  be  you’re  mine ?

Still I can’t believe you’re mine, 

You’re in my eyes

You’re in my dreams

You’re in my soul

But  what  if  I  say  I’m  still  Finding  you

In those lost fucking memories,

Remembering you 

Smelling you 

Loving you!!

O babe I’m still here waiting for you,

Waiting for your answer, waiting for your love

Waiting for you to wake me up

What  if  I  say , You  just  reminding  me  her  smile

Her smell,

The way she loves,

You doing nothing my love,

You just waking me fucking up from my dreams

I hate you....tried to  ....still trying to hate you...

But  

What if I say?

I’m  still  here  within you , Waiting  for  you 

Remembering you

Smelling you

Loving you!!!